Its baffling me, it’s..…I don’t even know how else to ventilate it..
Someone please tell me..how I’m supposed to hear a still small voice when I’m actually within a little storm..and there’s another one raging within. Now here comes the most amusing part, I can actually hear this still small voice..maybe that sounds a bit spooky, let me call it a sweet ‘lil voice..telling me I’ll be fine and not just fine I’ll be ahead of the pack at he end…the voice said again…you know I have not only come that you may have, but have an overflowing abundance of it (john 10:10)…again you know my thoughts and plans for you are to give you a future and a hope(Jer 29:11)and have you forgotten that nothing can get to you except it passes through me..?..as long as you remain in me though..the truth is that you are already a victor..but the facts I see and feel are not in sync with the truth…
Now I’m smiling..But it’s for my own good that I choose to hold on to the truth sweet ‘lil voice says, you know I’ll always cause you to triumph..look at you..do you remember the other day, the other month, the other year..when you thought no helper would show up, remember how it all worked out for you…just think back ..look at where you are now..remember how you later apologized for doubting and worrying….
Now I’m giggling…’cos as soon as I paid attention to the sweet ‘lil voice the storm became infinitesimally inconsequential. Now its clearer to me that this life..i live by the revelation that Jesus is my Lord and Shepherd..
Now I’m laughing..cos the storm is just there now, doing its thing..its got nothing on me now…look at me now..with the swagger of an eagle…His words say that even a nursing mother may forget her baby, but He wont forget me..(Isaiah 49:15)
Now I’am laughing like I’m high..cos I let Him fight my battles and here I stand victorious, knowing that all I am and all I’ll ever be is ‘cos of who God is. I’m reminded that actor nor day die 1 ..and in this case, I am Joseph and Arnold, I am Daniel and Jackie Chan I am David and James Bond..now It’s obvious I’m High….lol but hey ,truth is I’m a victor.
1.the lead actor never dies.